Yesterday I was feeling a little sleepy and down and so I went to a place I have never gone on campus and took a nap. I asked a random stranger to watch over me when I was sleeping because I didn't want my stuff to be taken and because I wanted to feel safe. And so I slept on the sloped hills and never have I felt more at peace. I will definitely visit this place more often to appreciate solitude. Solitude is a choice. After my hours of solitude I was able to appreciate how lucky I am to meet so many wonderful people within the last four weeks. Even though few of them knew I was going through a very tough time, their presence nevertheless help me forget my internal turmoils. It is so difficult starting from scratch again. I felt as if the last two years of my life was insignificant and meaningless because I never got to be myself or did the things that make me happy. I was always in my room and avoiding society. Now I am ready to live for myself and be the person I was destined to be. It really helps that I met the right people. You know.. the ones that brings sunshine and hope in my life. Alright I have an exam within an hour. But I just want to say how happy I am to know that someone is watching over me. I am not religious but I really believe someone is watching and looking out for me.
