go and catch a falling star

go and catch a falling star
the best thing you can be for someone is a star

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Finals week: Wednesday

Just finish the first draft of my final paper.
It is kinda terrible since I don't have any real results. :0

I think if I have time tonight I will add more information in the background. Or at least say what I did wrong. I really don't know tho. Hmm I do know. 

Maybe next quarter when I have my real final paper. 

So here are some things on my mind at the moment:

Did I get an a or not :/
Road trip?
Should I work during spring break?
Should I take like two gap years?
When should I start volunteering for something health related?
How am I going to get an A in chem30c next quarter?
Should I hire a tutor for chem30c?
What are my responsibilities next quarter?

City lab
Mcdb199b
Chem30c
McDb 104al 
Viet 3a
Work study
Babysitting
Tutoring 

Summer a
5w
Biochem
Work study
Research?
Volunteer 
Tutoring?

Summer b
Scan50w
Work study 
Research 
Volunteer 
Tutoring
Mcat? 


Thursday, March 12, 2015

Week 10

Thursday means tomorrow is Friday.
P.S I hate being ignored. WHY???
P.S.S No labs this week so I can wear sandals.
P.S.S.S Finals week is just plain sad. So I blog only when I am stressed. T.T

Things to do today because you are (Me) running out of time.

Thursday
- Vietnamese quiz - barely studied
- Tutor
- Vietnamese song video- nope
- LS23L finals question- AP at its greatest
- MCDB MT2, MT1 review
- MCDB Tuesday, Thursday lecture review

(no sleep)

Friday
- MCDB review session
- Read papers week 1-10
- Return lab manual
- continue what I didn't finish thursday
- Must finish by friday

Finals Week


Monday
Finals
Research
Work on paper



Naps are scary

Today I took a nap and when I woke up I thought it was morning. So confused. Plus the last thing I was dreaming was on an endless car ride waiting for a text. I actually feel so depressed. What a sad dream to be stuck in a car ride for hours with no interactions.

It is finals week next week. I have a quiz tomorrow and final on Monday.

I should study right? So I turn on my 3 song track and listen so I don't have to feel so alone. It is good to be alone in real life because in reality you are surrounded by many people; however, when you are isolated in your own dreams/mind nothing, you are really alone. Especially if you, yourself truly believe that you are alone. So in my dream, I was alone and I remained alone for the longest time because I believe it. It is always good to remember that you are not alone so you don't have to feel alone, sad, and isolated.

Ironically the song "Keeping Holding On" begins playing on the radio.

0.0

Monday, March 2, 2015

I really really really really really really really (and more really) like this song

teehee.




Why am I blogging when I should be studying? Another way for me to procrastinate.

I told my sister to become a computer science major because I find it practical. Just hope she doesn't fail. :/

deadlines
quiz tomorrow
ppt due friday
questions due friday
song video due friday
song quiz friday
paper due wednesday
tutoring wednesday
tutoring thursday?
tutoring sunday

studying starts now



sholarship applications tho...

I know it is a million of errors but I had like 30 mins to write...

My main area of interest is pediatrics so I really try my best to expose myself to many valuable experiences to improve my social skills and have a better understanding of toddlers and adolescents.

Growing up as the eldest daughter of three children with the responsibility of being the family bilingual translator, I have always regarded taking care of others as my second nature. I have always felt the urgency to offer my help to anyone who might or might not need my help. Simple as it is, helping and caring makes me happy. As I matured, I realized that I not only want to help those who needed my aid, I also wanted to heal them. The intrinsic desire to be a healer- especially to young children (because to me they are the most precious) has led me to where I am today: a teacher, a caregiver, a mentor, and a friend.

As an undergraduate assistant for a life science lab at UCLA, I help the students in the class perform experiments and provide them with motivation for them to do well in the course. I want everyone in the class to do well so I really tried my best to master the subject before teaching.

I became a part time on campus babysitter every Tuesday after seeing a single mother’s ad requesting a babysitter from 7pm-10pm for a one-year baby. Babysitting has taught me patience-I have never thought I have some much patience inside of me.  No matter the circumstance or tantrums I learn to never let my frustrations be revealed because the baby’s wellbeing is more important.

I interviewed to be part of CityLab high school students enrichment program because I wanted to develop my presentation, social, and teaching skills. From the program, I not only learn how to educate students in a way that is easy to understand but also fun.  As I learn to express myself better so others might understand me, I also became a better listener.  I realized that listening is as important as talking. From just listening to others I have learn so much more than I would have ever learn.


Recently I have become a private tutor for a number of students because my work study has not been providing enough hours for my living expenses. My interest in pediatrics has given me the experiences needed for me do my job. However, working and doing research has taken a lot of time on my studies. Even thought I am still performing well in school, I often feel exhausted and tired by the end of the day. Even so I am proud of my accomplishments because I know I have tried my ultimate best to make my dream come true and to help others at the same time.

Sunday, March 1, 2015

week 9

this means finals is in two weeks. oh i am so tired.

I have been working pretty hard lately. tutoring, working, research, homework.

but it kinda nice making some money so I don't have to worry.

The best thing that happened this week is shopping. :P