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Wednesday, May 27, 2015
Short story: cross roads
- no edits
- wish i could draw this out
You met her freshmen orientation but what if that didn't happen? Let's hope that you were still going to be in the same classes as her, sitting in the front in sometimes and sitting in the far back in others. Would we still end up sitting the same spot for life science 2. Would it be funny if the two of you happened to always sit in the same general area all the time. And then one day you decided to sit somewhere different totally and out of habit she would sit right next to you. Knowing that you are kinda quiet and shy around new people, would you help the girl who always sit next to you? Would you notice her? Notice how she would fall asleep 15 minutes into lecture and wakes up just in time for iclickers and then asks you for the answer. After a few weeks sitting by you, surely she would notice that you are kinda smart. As any girl would do around a smart and cute boy, she will ask you to study with her and help with "this SOOoo difficult problem". Of course you would say okay right? And we would be friends right? And never get mad at each other? Stephen Hawkings says that there are many universe out there and in one of it we would be together laughing at each other jokes. But in my story, we would be the girl and boy who always sit next to each other. I am betting my lucky stars on a universe where we are talking to each together right and never having to wonder about the what ifs. Heck, he even says that we could be married in one of those universe so technically you are not going anywhere.
- wish i could draw this out
You met her freshmen orientation but what if that didn't happen? Let's hope that you were still going to be in the same classes as her, sitting in the front in sometimes and sitting in the far back in others. Would we still end up sitting the same spot for life science 2. Would it be funny if the two of you happened to always sit in the same general area all the time. And then one day you decided to sit somewhere different totally and out of habit she would sit right next to you. Knowing that you are kinda quiet and shy around new people, would you help the girl who always sit next to you? Would you notice her? Notice how she would fall asleep 15 minutes into lecture and wakes up just in time for iclickers and then asks you for the answer. After a few weeks sitting by you, surely she would notice that you are kinda smart. As any girl would do around a smart and cute boy, she will ask you to study with her and help with "this SOOoo difficult problem". Of course you would say okay right? And we would be friends right? And never get mad at each other? Stephen Hawkings says that there are many universe out there and in one of it we would be together laughing at each other jokes. But in my story, we would be the girl and boy who always sit next to each other. I am betting my lucky stars on a universe where we are talking to each together right and never having to wonder about the what ifs. Heck, he even says that we could be married in one of those universe so technically you are not going anywhere.
No news is good news, here are some news :(
How anxiety and depression sucks
- I sometimes get very anxious
- I sometimes cry randomly
- I sometimes force myself out of bed to go to work because I need money
- I am not allowed to cry or be unhappy at work
- This week I got very depressed
- I decided to message my Manager that I am unable to work
- On thursday I forced myself to work because I need money
- It was the day I did not know I got fired
How I found out I lost my job
- Manager seen an email to me and cc to 4 different people
- Manager mistyped my email address
- I never received the email
- Everyone knows I got fired except for me
- I went to work happy
- I got yelled out by the manager for not replying to emails
- office says manager should have talked to me before processing the termination paper work
- When I got back to the lab, I couldnt breathe and my whole body feels numb
- the manner in which I found out and the way I was treated has affected emotionally and mentally
- so i decided to not go there anymore and just quit early.
so sad you know.
how i have been living?
selling some of my thing
- I sometimes get very anxious
- I sometimes cry randomly
- I sometimes force myself out of bed to go to work because I need money
- I am not allowed to cry or be unhappy at work
- This week I got very depressed
- I decided to message my Manager that I am unable to work
- On thursday I forced myself to work because I need money
- It was the day I did not know I got fired
How I found out I lost my job
- Manager seen an email to me and cc to 4 different people
- Manager mistyped my email address
- I never received the email
- Everyone knows I got fired except for me
- I went to work happy
- I got yelled out by the manager for not replying to emails
- office says manager should have talked to me before processing the termination paper work
- When I got back to the lab, I couldnt breathe and my whole body feels numb
- the manner in which I found out and the way I was treated has affected emotionally and mentally
- so i decided to not go there anymore and just quit early.
so sad you know.
how i have been living?
selling some of my thing
Monday, May 4, 2015
Lost faith in humanity
So apparently someone hacked my mom fb account and changed the login id and password.
I tried contacting facebook for help. But the customer service is so terrible. It makes me very sad and frustrated that something so simple can't be fixed due to the bad service.
And why are people out there stealing others identity? What is mess up
I tried contacting facebook for help. But the customer service is so terrible. It makes me very sad and frustrated that something so simple can't be fixed due to the bad service.
And why are people out there stealing others identity? What is mess up
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