what a crayz week

1. laptop broke
2. cost too much to fix
3. got a new one
4. got yell at
5. mad

on the other hand i got to redo my schedule for the next two years

this is what i am probably going to take in the spring
blah talk about that later

lets talk about the kdrama i am watching
playful kiss

that guy is meann

enjoying whatever is left of summer

i made cute cartoon felt figures
play games
watch kdrama
read manga
but i really should study

also get to spend quality time with my friends and oh i didn't mention i went on a road trip last week right?

it was fun, exhausting, eye opening
perhaps there might be some photos.


If I ever have the time to write a story it will defnitely be about a smart boy who likes a not so smart girl. that is dang cute you know. so much better than a smart girl liking a dumb boy. sighs i could write it right now if i want.

omg like this is hella cute
LOL.
read from right to left

let's talk ambition

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=gunner <-- i finally know what this word means.

It is sad to say even though people might have "everything" they are not 100% happy...well just make the most of it you know

what else?
today I work 7 hours nonstop: go work 2. go do research
yesterday I also work x 2. go work. go work. and yes it is very exhausting and tiring but it is worth it. I can train my mind and body to not feel tired. I am sure there is many people out there who work all day and they can't even complain. Additionally I heard that medical school is straining and tiring + long hours so if I am not physically or mentally ready how would I survive? Need to stay strong and work hard.

seriously. you don't know what hard work is until you actually do the work. so perhaps i dont know what hard is -yet.

here are some of my goals for junior year in no specific order.

apply to some sholarships
get accepted to the departmental honor program
learn chinese really well and get a good grade
research research of course
learn better study habits (not like my current habits are any bad)
not be lazy
eat more food
save money- bc that is soooo important LOL
good grades because i need to
raise that gpa to a 3.6+ by the end of junior year- if you do that will you be happy?
start studying for the mcat

for this 2 weeks break

i should study for ls 4 right?
#getahead

what I did this morning
Spent  a good hour planning my last two years at ucla.
let's just say wow I have wayyy to many units. How that happen again?


what else now i am going to get ready to go workie and babysitting later at night?
where do i have the time?


I think I need to find someone to talk to about my plans because planning is boring with no one to talk to.


okay time to go now

things to do

right now is ~10pm
1. finish study guide (like seriously finish) - 1 more hour at most
2. complete midterm 2 study guide - why so lazy the first time and not do it- 1 hour
3. do ec before you sleep because you have to!!!!! - 1.5 hour

if you do all of that you will do well.

thursday
wake up at 8am and study yo!
1. re-outline post midterm2 stuff (5 hours)
- go to office hours
2. reread midterm1 and midterm2 ppts (1 hour)
3. look at study guide
4. memorize stuff
5. go to office hours to look at exam
6. reread post midterm 2 ppt
---- try to get this done before 6pm
relisten to sketchy lecture u have no notes for..
sleep at 12

friday, wake up early like 5:45 earliest to reread, review, sleep

test at 9 - i think...

dont jinx

already did

why?

1. it's maifriend's problem

oh yeah playing maplestory makes me want to study

dont jinx

already did

why?

1. it's maifriend's problem

the week of finals

so today is monday and my final is friday

good news. i have hope again! my teacher is offering an ec opportunity so I can miss 11 questions out of 90 on my finals an still get an A. or I can miss 25 and get a A-. such luck. but I still need to study - no study = bad grades even if you have luck on your side.

so something funny happened.
here are the details: you put your ringing alarm under your pillow maybe it will go away.

no cyber bullying

i have nothing to say.

boohoo?

look at the picture

so I want to write a story about something i found out (via fb) it is actually kind of sweet.

but for now enjoy the music.

untitled

this town is colder now
i think it is sick of us..

what is sadder

soggy rain sad or dry windy leaf falling sad?

finally not hungry

thanks to mommy and daddy for bringing me foood

what is that that again oh the need pyramid.

so now that i have food. I did my laundry. and clean my room(shelter) checkmate!

I am safe

Umm I have friendships

WHERE IS THE ESTEEM and SELFFULFILMENT?

go study!