let's talk ambition

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=gunner <-- i finally know what this word means.

It is sad to say even though people might have "everything" they are not 100% happy...well just make the most of it you know

what else?
today I work 7 hours nonstop: go work 2. go do research
yesterday I also work x 2. go work. go work. and yes it is very exhausting and tiring but it is worth it. I can train my mind and body to not feel tired. I am sure there is many people out there who work all day and they can't even complain. Additionally I heard that medical school is straining and tiring + long hours so if I am not physically or mentally ready how would I survive? Need to stay strong and work hard.

seriously. you don't know what hard work is until you actually do the work. so perhaps i dont know what hard is -yet.

here are some of my goals for junior year in no specific order.

apply to some sholarships
get accepted to the departmental honor program
learn chinese really well and get a good grade
research research of course
learn better study habits (not like my current habits are any bad)
not be lazy
eat more food
save money- bc that is soooo important LOL
good grades because i need to
raise that gpa to a 3.6+ by the end of junior year- if you do that will you be happy?
start studying for the mcat