let you heart hold fast

So I haven't updated in so long because life just got in the way. I am so busy and tired. When I am not working I am either eating or sleeping. :)

Week 6 update

I haven't post in a long because life happens.

Next week on thursday is my second midterm for MCDB 138. Oh so the first midterm grade were released (mind you this class is straight scale). The test had 22 possible extra credit points; unfortunately, your truly only got 2/22 ec points. That is so tragic. The average is 77% and I got 180/200 (90%). It means if I got all the extra credit points I would have gotten 100% a girl can dream you know.

What else?

I officially have three jobs: babysitting, work study, and tutoring.YAY I am going to be a super part-timer! 

Here is a list of my current extracurricular activities

- student

- undergraduate researcher

- undergraduate assistant (like a undergraduate teaching assistant)

- CityLab (teaching high school student science)

- Lab Assistant (work study)

- Babysitting

- Private Tutor

I realize how much I love teaching and taking care of others. :)

I plan to either volunteer at the hospital or shadow a doctor next quarter and be a peer learning facilitator next year. hehe. It will be so much fun.

What I plan to do post graduation

1. apply to medical school and/or public health graduate school

2. apply to medical school after finishing a public health master

What that means. By April I should decide whether I am going to study for gre (app due december 2015) or mcat (app due  summer 2016)

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Well this weekend and next week is going to be a lot of work. cries!!!

Week 6

saturday: citylab ppt due

sunday: tutoring

Week 7

tuesday: citylab ppt revision due

thursday: mcdb 138 midterm (start working on mcdb 199 research paper draft)

friday: viet film project due

saturday: citylab presentation

Week 8

tuesday: viet 2A midterm

wednesday: mcdb 199 draft due

a strange dream

Last night I had a dream where my friends have a baby and I had to babysit.
This is a scary thought I tell you. people these days.

After that nightmarish dream.

I dreamt about a story about a girl who goes back in time to same place and day every year and the boy who lives in that past. Basically he gets to see her from age 20-30 all in one day. What I thought is very unique about this story is that she has to wait a year to come back. While for him its seems like he keeps on bumping into older version of herself without the wait. They will meet in the present one day. Don't worry. :P

being an adult is so difficult

So many bad things happened to me and it is only a tuesday.

Cannot believe it.

1. sushi lunch with friends and my friend. so embarrassing. kinda ruin everything
2. work troubles. now my hours are being cut. now I am officially poor.

I am really sad right now.
Being an adult is hard. I am so stressed because I need the hours and the job to pay my bills and rent. Now I have nothing. obviously cant make my parents pay. So today and yesterday applied to another job to make it my 3rd job. Hopefully they will be flexible enough. There is no securities in life. :(