lost you forever

I never thought today would be the day where I would lose you. I think you are beautiful and perfect just the way you are. Today my fears became a reality and you disappeared. What is there for me to do but wait for you to come back to me. Should you not come back I will replace you with another that is hopefully better. If the newer is not any better. I will admit I loved you and will miss you forever.

Come back to me my dear Bruincard.
love, Maique

So i went back to do

There is much to do and so little time and energy.

Why Blog?

Let's call me "m-q-t-pi" because I am writing this blog and if you are reading this, it is best to listen to pretend I'm "m-q-t-pi"... Hehe. Let's also pretend that everyone is so curious why I started this blog? Why? Because I have lots of things on my mind and it is best that I "blog" it down somewhere so may I can read it in the future when I am: happier? cuter? more wonderful? Just keep checking back if you are oh so curious and if you are not I don't mind either. I just need my own special corner of the internet to be "mai-self". Below are some fun facts that you should know.

I paint when I am sad.
I painted the background picture.
The more colorful the worst I feel.

This is how I feel most of the time.

Not really. I think Ponyo is adorable.











A better representation... When things are que-z.

Such awesome support system. I wish.

Perhaps. This is related to "why blog"?
I am just a little bit too hopeful and disappointed.








But most of the time. I love stars.

That is all for now. Maybe I will blog more tomorrow?