song of the day

well this song is so hella catchy.

my favorite song

because i didn't want to study

hello world it is week 4


what happened this week...
Sorry my blog kinda died. I was so busy studying that I forgot to sleep and then I was so busy sleeping that I forgot all about this blog.


What happened this week
monday: I studied
tuesday: midterm day, babysitting
wednesday: all I did was sleep day
thursday: today


So last night I had a dream about a friend of mine who I haven't talked to since new year. Well I don't know why I couldn't message my friend and be like "hi long time no talk". Perhaps I am scared that I won't get a response. It just makes me sad that I am acting like this. I just wanted to ask if my friend got into medical school yet. And so it seems like we will never meet ever again.

I bought berkeley review mcat books to supplement the free mcat books I got. Okay just thinking about the free mcat books makes me sad. I wish I get to thank that person again and again. Too bad :(

I made milktea it was okay. I made salmon it was meh.

If you got the grades then I don't see why not

Seriously consider enrolling into college honors if you have 3.5+ gpa

Why?
Because you will be wearing the same thing (I think) as the latin honors people.

Here is what I found online:

"Who wears the fourrageres at Commencement?

The decorative braid, called a fourragere, is worn to recognize achievement. Students receiving either College Honors or Latin Honors or both wear a gold fourragere on the left shoulder. Recipients of the Chancellor's Service Award wear a blue-and-gold fourragere on the right shoulder. "

 So yours truly here will definitely work towards fulfilling all the college honors requirements. I projected my gpa and it will be nearly impossible for me to obtain a 3.7+ average at most is a 3.6_ so that sucks. 

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oh I have no idea why my stomach has been hurting. Bad food? stress? Doctor?

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I am currently studying for my language class. It is actually complicated.

Anthro 8 is stressful because there is much to do like write a paper 

MCDB 138 is like a dream.

Gosh starting tomorrow my life will be a roller coaster.

New Kdrama addiction

it's is kinda interesting :)

I think I will write about it once in a while.

what am I doing this weekend?
So much work

anthro essay due next week
viet quiz tuesday
mcdb paper due wednesday
mcdb mt next week
anthro mt next week
mcdb paper due next week

cries

What is sleep?

when it is cold at night and u wish u didn't sleep next to the window.

Sometimes you just feel crazy

and it is perfectly okay.

Tuesday of second week

I always have something to do

:

Did I mention my phone screen shattered

YES IT DID. o.o''

So i got a new old iphone5.

here is a poem I wrote in highschool enjoy.

Background: In 9th at a band competition I was selling cotton candy. I gave cotton candy to this person I met because he cheered me up. He said he would contact he never did. I would often dreamt about the encounter would never remember his name or face. I met him again in college. Well the dream was better than the person.


To the person who haunts my dreams:
I have tried, but i could not.
Would you mind reading this
and hopefully
understand what words could not?

What if nothing happened for a reason?
Then what is the reason to do nothing?
What if our dreams were our reality and we’re just living in a dream?
Then in that dream, I would have been very happy because you have been living in my dreams
for the longest time...
I agree, it’s quite lame and cheesy to say (especially in this way)
that dreaming is never a waste of time with you on my mind.

To dream to once again, to dream about a dream of a dream is a wonderful concept,
but life is not that simple.
There has to be the snooze button to wake us up.
Living in a world, to be controlled,
to want to be free
Everything are mere coincidences.
Right?

In a place,
somewhere we only know,
we exist as memories and thoughts.
Are we really there?
Or is this merely a show?

To be able to say that i live everyday
in thoughts of a memory
in hopes finding the dream
to say that i have lived with no regrets
to hope that everything won’t depress
is quite brave.


So this is my last chance to take that second glance and say
what shall i do
if my dream’s dream doesn’t come true?

But you are a part of this never ending dream:
a dream i could not see
a body without a face
a soul without a name
Yet, you exist.
Because all the things that reminded me exist.
And i am here because you are there;
I guess you never disappeared.

It is unfortunate to say, that things did not go our way.
I could wish for you to stay forever in this place:
a place we only know
a place unique to us
a beautiful memory.
Don’t you think so?

Is it too late to retrace
the footsteps in the sand
so that maybe this would never end
and start over and over again?

To walk forward and never look back would be a waste.
Why such haste?
There is so much time.
So let’s go back to that one special place
(in our mind)
and live this dream in which you exist.

So let’s go to “A Place we Only Know” and see how things go.

There is nothing wrong with being scared
because you know
I will be there.

First Week of school

Day 4
I wanted to wake up at 5am and do some work but I couldn't. Instead I woke up at 7:00am. I am amazed how I am able to wake up so early everyday to get to school by 8:00am. It is a miracle.

So far this week I don't have much to do. There is a lot of miscellaneous work. My classes don't seem hard yet. I haven't been able to cook myself a proper meal. I am actually hungry now. Can't wait/knocking on wood that this class will end early so I can eat something.

I find myself enjoying classical music nowadyas.

Finally Stopped waking up at noon

Hooray!

Bless the Broken Road

Here is the song.

What I did today.

Woke up early to get driving lessons from maibro. Didn't actually go anywhere until noon. I also ate mcdonalds for lunch. Driving around we saw his guy who asked for a few dollars because he and his wife got into a fight and she took his wallet and he need gas to get home. I told my parents the story and they said we got scammed. But I still believe that their are good people in this world.

Oh yeah.
I bought a hershel backpack.
Birkenstock sandals.
Candles.

:( confession of a shopaholic.

Just work more.

shopping list

I want to try to eat healthier and more.

Breakfast menus
1. http://www.wholefoodsmarket.com/recipe/chia-pudding

Chia seeds
almond milk
vanilla extract
sweetener

2. hard boiled eggs + banana smoothie

3. greek yogurt+  agrave+  fresh fruits

4. Omelet + tomatoe + spinach + turkey/ham + cheese

5. Quesadilla + turkey/ham + spinach

things to buy for school
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chia seeds
almond milk
vanilla extract
eggs
banana
fresh fruit

2015 IS HERE!!!

I guess I should start the new year with new resolutions.
HEHE


GOALS FOR 2015
1. learn how to use my dslr. go master it!

2.  study for the mcat everyday
3. exercise at least once a week
4. do my homework/reading on time and not get behind
5. learn how to budget
6. cook better food
7. learn how to use a curling wand for my hair
8. enjoy the joys of nail polish


Things to do when I get back to school
1. get a haircut. I want to get side swept bangs with short hair
2. move some furniture around and revamp my corner of the food
3. start studying

What to do tomorrow?
1. get driving lesson from maibro
2. buy food
3. get a haircut, pedicure, massage maybe


i really like making list.