go and catch a falling star

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Wednesday, October 22, 2014

love is not a shiny object

I woke this morning inspired to write a short something about shiny objects. How was sleeping? I slept well. How? Well I was on campus 8am-10pm and I knock out at 2am. FLAT. See? Even if you are feeling the crappiest you still need sleep. Oh yeah I was so happy when all I dreamt about is physci. I am determined to do well in the class. QUIZ TODAY!!!

Last quiz myua told me I got a 16. That is okay right? Nope he says "you need 18+ to even consider getting an A." Alright master I shall buckle up and study.

What will I do after my quiz? I guess I will spent the remainder of my time after 6pm studying for ls4. Because? I can do it! Because I am not dumb.

Anything interesting happened? I want to read this book titled After because it is a story about a complicated, real, college relationship. The type that drives you crazy yet you still continue. Some possible cons: that relationship is toxic and makes you wonder if they are better off not together.

Here goes. Enjoy!

Love is not a shiny object. That means you don't always have to get butterflies or nervous around that person because you are yourself. So no need to feel anymore different than how you feel without that person. I guess you feel happier? Don't worry it is all hormones. I can tell you about dopamine, oxytocin, etc that the body secretes to make you that way. Over time those initial feelings will fade and all you have are memories and yourself to help you continue on...Those chemicals are going to go away so it is always good to have a foundation.

So I am I doing? Waiting for those chemicals to go away of course.

Here is a cute picture of the day.


:) I feel good about myself. Because I am committed to my morals and beliefs: don't do anything that gives you regret, don't hurt others, don't break happy people, and no negative thoughts.