it is just a cut

Today I got a cut because of a bad knife. Seriously that steak knife going to scar me forever. emotionally scarring of course. Never use it ever again. I also made banana smoothie twice. YUMz. and all i do today is hw. Hmm the thing about a public blog is that you want people to read it but you dont want people you know read it. So if you know me please stop reading myblog. this is my blog. my space. I need this space to write. and if people are going to read it. I am just going to change the address. It not comfortable when people write comment on MY blog because it really ruin this whole secrecy and privateness. I like to imagine people read but when I see comment i get kinda annoyed. like seriously? you are ruining everything. So please don't comment because I don't like them. Don't read my blog and tell me you read because I don't care. Basically this blog is therapeutic and I dont want anything to make me want to delete it. It is nice to be alone and personal.