is this cute enough?

can i fit this?

this is nice

expensive though

oh my goodness so cheap so broke need to imaginary shop. why?
because today I used up all my money and my parents to pay for apartment deposit and first month's rent. goodness. welcome to the real world.

why overall?
as a child, i loved over all. i still do. I find them cute. I think have always have a unique style.

also I find my girlyself kicking in because I want to wear dresses. long dresses. maybe its summer.

maxidress

this is cray

niceee

last one

what else? because I am a student I cannot wear things that is not appropriate for class. Like I can but I can't because I work. So mainly I wear my adidas track pants, nike shoe, and windbreaker and a northface jacket. so okay my daily outfit might look so ugg but its really expensive.

here are so pics

and i also have pink free runs

like this but for women

and i also have a lime green puffy jacket that i love so much and my bghs hoodie. omg i look like a highclass hobo. jk

omg looking at this makes me feel so spoilt. haha

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on my good days you will see me wearing:

 -skinny jeans/tights, combat or leather boots, oversized sweater with my cute backpack
- i have dresses that i don't wear often
- I have skirts and crop top that I wear when I am not at school and with family
- i have cute kitty flats that I wore to the lounge and back
- I have rainbows I wear to get dinner/ take out
- i have these expensive raybans i wear like once in a blue moon.

okay not to mention i have contact lens, concealer, eyeliner, and makeup i rarely touch because i have no time and i wake up early

omg why am I so superficial?

okay speaking of hair. I am in the process of growing out my hair so it would as long as my mom when she is 23. ahaha. they say a girl is prettiest at 23. ahahahahaha. but i like short hair.

what else? I need to start learning how to curl and style my hair because I want to look nice sometimes too. I mean you can just be like me and wear the same outfit everyday but u can be like me wish u try a little more. who to impress? no one? just urself. okay i didn't even mention my earphones (they so nice)

is this why I am broke?
maybe or not

why are you like this?
because this is how I am raised. to be sensible and fashionable. I mean i don't dress like other people but I clearly don't dress bad.

what would make your life complete?
probably a little more money to pay for my apt rent and utilities.

I mean I don't need much to be happy but everything I buy is worth it. so i must thank my parents for giving me this lifestyle. you don't have to be rich to enjoy the wonders of life. As a person whose income is significantly lower than all my friends (I think my family is brokey-est) I find myself living much happier. It is not quite paycheck by paycheck and probably no life savings but we get by and what else? When we want to eat steak, we eat steak. When I need money to pay for things my parents find a way. It's magic. Jk. I really don't know either. I think its like backup plan.

So maibro tells me about his family probable obsession with money over happiness. It kinda sad. But I am glad he isn't like that.

It is like people assume you want to be a doctor because you are asian and you want lots and lots of money. Sure. the money would help you pay your bills and loans and buy some food and clothes. But really I never even consider being rich because of my profession. more like I want to be a doctor because I can see myself doing medicine. hehe. will expand on that sometimes.


thanks for reading

side conversation:
lately it has been hard for me to pronounce some words. maybe i dont talk alot. maybe i am insecure. maybe it's my vietnamese kicking in. well i will practice. i think it is because that is what happen when i speak to people I am uncomfortable with ( I am unable to pronounce words). Like this: I can barely speak vietnamese correctly now my english too. nahh it's just mean.